| | A warmth in my heart was melting and i could feel it traveling through
every limb of
my body and oozing out as a trickle on my eyelash. My first
girlfriend... this is how happy i felt when i fell in love with
her for
the first time. We were on my bed and in each others arms.. i
felt happy. Our
relationship started off great and I've always liked doing romantic
things for her. The tiniest thing from buying a sandwhich from a
pizzera and eating at the park.. a moon-lit
picnic ^-^; I even pulled out a big floor mat carpet from
the trunk of my car and used it as a picnic blanket so we could sit
down. She was happy and i was happy... I lived to see her smile...
Its not like that anymore.. I'll finish later everyone... just not in the mood right now.. to be continued woo free time... :(
(weird little notes to self why im writing/ideas)
unfinished business...feel broken.. trying to fix it... do ne thing...
the park II
severed trust
I cant make her smile ne more.. but what does... >=/
I know what can, but its not enough ,one last smile...T-T is she worth it..?
girl inside gone.. i miss her.. want to say hello, goodbye
haa.... i started this 5 months from the break.. the reason why i
couldnt finish this blog is because i found the answer to my
question.*and iam fackin lazy* She wasnt worth it.. that whole
relationship was a sham... what i thought was the happiest moments was
bullshit.. I love the enthusiam pat u write good fool.. a great quote
"the only thing constant in life is change" wtf @-@ lol this is
semi-true... i also believe u cant change who u are... deep inside u
are who u are...as a lil patpat i was always alone.... i played by
myself.. I always felt like i didnt belong even till now.. I did get
some friends as i grew older... like planets gravitating toward each
other in a ballad.. just to break free from the pull and back into
their own course.. iam like pluto nigga the far tiny planet thats like
a negative million degrees below zero. *Pluto is not even a planet any
more oooOO.. So is YOUR ANUS!!!! xD ayte ayte too much.... no no ..*
tanget!!!!!!!! digress... deviate. and other synonyms.. which is
exactaly what i do... iam a loner man... i felt like i lost
everything... when she left.. I realized who i was.. and this is me..
alone.. even when i was with my friends i felt out of place like i
didnt belong and im slowly dissapating from the group. Once i hit rock
bottom.. I'll climb.. climb.. harder and higher..... and that lil piece
of space rock will burn... burn hot and brighter... into a lone
star....
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